a new experence

Moving to anchorage... i had no idea how difficalt it would be to move there without planning to whole thing. i was 12 when we became homless. It felt weird asking people for help but luckly we stayed at a safe place.i wasnt "like oh my gosh were homless and have to stay under a box" it was more like being staying at my sisters place (which i will tell later on). Then after couple of months we stayed at "Safe Harbor" which was ok i guess. to tell you i had to attend middle school "alone" with no friends and start fresh so that was a good thing. i had it good compared others i guess.

i had learned a lot and still more to say but for now hold on a it will get better.....

a nest....

life goes, that we may consider to grow up and leave the nest.
sadly im 18 and may have to be held another year so thats a bummer. Living in the nest is quite exitting to be truly honist. my sanctuary is where i have a place to my own. A bed, t.v, grub, and my cell phone. Shelterd from harm, i am free from earning rent and can spend my HARD earnigs on pricless stuff. To be experence a place is awsome. To know i have a person to lean on.
my mom is the person i have trusted since i can remember.
She has held on to my hand if i have ever slipped or fell.
Well is it sad that i may not want to leave THE NEST?
IS IT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO GROW-UP?
In other words i want to be a child living in the nest and saty there until im ready.

my life of favorites

-hair dye...
-music....
-family..
mom
dad
glenna
micah
warren
brenda
inez
audrey
tyler
tj
most of all lil showalter aka stinky
-so yeah pretty boring eh..?
-sadly i luv to sing in the shower
-i luv to watch lil babies so yeah thats about it..

about me
i have many thoughts about what ifs...
and i have many complications with in family.(who hasnt)
i luv singing
i luv dying my hair..
so far i have died my hair all the colors exept purple
and have no opportunity to dye it again until i get back to anchorage..
(lame)
wel yeah im outgoing and have alot of fun laughing about dumb stuff.
ex: billabong---- qupang (quuu- baung)
haha
well yeah ilive in anchorage but attending nunivak school
wich is ok..
but i miss the city life.
the late nights the early mornings sooo
i have alot of fun
in the village i have to keep my head high and lift my spirits high..
man ythingss happen but what the hay have fun,,
about that singing i have fun doing it..
i think that i need to put god first before i start singing again..
latly i have been having trouble dealing with a death and dont have the feeliing i ussed to have.
i sang at his funeral and cant imagine that hes gone..
but i have faith he is having a blast in heaven...
over all i have fun when im down not the alcohalic kind but the lauging it out instead of crying.

well i think i said too much now ..
until then later

moving anywhere

DRAMA......
Moving is such a hasle, as you can see its such drama...
BOXES....
BAGGS...
TAPE.....

PLACES.....
BETHEL...
MEKORYUK...
BETHEL..TALOR COURT
ANCHORAGE..
-HOMELESS..
-SISTERS PLACE...
-BAXTER ROAD...
-LILY ST


SO BASICLY
IM A PERSON WHO HAS A BUNCH OF BOXES STACKED UP NOT YET READY TO UNPACK.....